Can love last forever?

2008-10-25T17:10:00.003+08:00

fahrenheit

dang! there are coming to Spore to do a 1 night concert
mummy, i want go can?
19 December
can i go?? pls
but i think it is impossible
shit..

so i m blogging again cos i m bored
mysoju only uploaded HotShot till episode 6
so i m stuck there
shit lor..i really wanna watch it
damndamndamn
anibody noe where can i watch it wif eng subs?
pretty pls?

anws, my hamster gave birth AGAIN
to 3 new cuties
haiyo..i has only been 2 mths
& the hamster gave birth again
well, i can say it is quite productive bah
now we have 8 hamster in total
thats too much i guess
but the more the merrier:]

I WANNA WATCH HOTSHOT!!!
PLEASE!!:]

2008-10-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

2008-09-12T20:13:00.002+08:00

exams are next door

haiyoyo. i really have no time
tsktsk
no time for revision
n shit, my movie ticket expires this coming tuesday
so anyone wanna catch a movie wif me???

anw, today last cca day before exams
yayness!
heheh. but today was rather slacking
chat wif msgoh before cca starts
then played with cadets
hehehe. it was soo fun!
n krystal changed in sj room! with boys ard!
lol! no larh, since we were locked up, we used the mattress to cover n change
lol
krystal's idea
after that have total defence thingy
n phews i finishing the project soon! *winks!
n yay! all my sec 1s pass their bronze test
after that msgoh asked my to take stocks since gina didn't come
was having fun wif sec 1s!! they were so lovable!
then had games!! heheh.
overall today i m tired! i wanna sleep in early so tmr will study full day!
JYJY!!

what is the meaning of friends?

2008-09-11T22:12:00.005+08:00

i m really tired

shucks. exams in 17 more days.
how idiotic.
i have no time to revise
damn you
i end classes super late
reached home, too tired
so basically, i only have max 3hrs to revise and do homework
that only applies if i dun have test the next day
n shucks, almost everyday i have tests
n worst of it, i still have cca for this week
i didn't intend to go for wed's
but almost all ran away
so i had to stay
n worst of all still have total defence project
but nehminds
i will finish it asap
so rite now all i m thinking of is studying
but i have no time!!
n *phews* at least i dun have to go to walkathon n koto test
so now is REVISION
oh ALLAH pls do slow the time
i really have no time to revise
i hate school!
so much to be true

ps. i m looking forward to madrasah (*winks)

2008-09-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to ME!!
lols

i woud lyk to thank everyone for their wishes:]
i received the first wish at 1200am from PENNY
Followed by Gina at 0103am
woke up at 4.30 to eat
n as expected, my family forgot abt my birthday
then slept again, woke up at 6.30 to do prayers
received birthday wish from Hazreena
then went back to sleep. woke up at 1000am
Then received birthday smses from yijun and xiaodan
from jazsley, germaine, syafiqah, khairani too
and penny called again -.-
dunno how many times she wanna say "Happy Birthday"
and ali, jaslyn, haikel too
overall, i would lyk to thank all these peepos:
penny, gina, hazreena, yijun, xiaodan, jazsley, germaine
syafiqah, khairani, shasha, ali, jaslyn and haikel
for all the birthday wishes!
SARANGHAE YO!!
and oso to my bigbrother
for the present
:]]]

n btw, my hamster just gave birth!!
today too!
hehehehehe
gave birth to 3 baby hamster
YEAH! we share the same birthdate
woohoo
how cool
i am so excited! lols

aniwaes, i feel that my birthday today is the worst:[
except for the facts that my lovely friends wished me
coscos, stupid officers been ruining it all
ytd, at 11pm! Rachel mdm called and asked me abt PN money
WT_!
fyi, i didn't send only 2nonperformers
i send 11! so why re you asking us for more money?
the most unreasonable thing is that u asked me to transfer the money in 10mins
are you crazy or nuts?
puhlease lah! u r ruining the night by asking me abt all these
n i just don wanna bother anymore
freaky officers!

well, so much for my birthday. Happy Birthday Adilah

2008-08-27T22:25:00.003+08:00

many many things happened

monday:
very sleepy and was trying hard to concentrate in class
but heck, i couldn't make it
i fall asleep during emaths
aiyoyo! 34 more days adilah!

tuesday:
no rev-up!! wees!!
but heck i got 6/30 for chem test
shuck bodoh! pathetic rite?
aiyoyo! time to pull socks very high!!
33 more days!!

today:
lessons were sleepy
i made it for econs tests
erm miracle just happened
i didn't study cos ytd was too sick
but luckily i passed but without flying colours
after sch: Intra-UG Comp
1st Place: Boys Brigade 9th Coy
2nd Place: St John Ambulance Brigade
3rd Place: Girls Brigade 9th Coy

to SJ cadets in the footdrill comp:
WOOHOO!! see you guys did it
you guys put in a lot of effort
n efforts do pay off you know
even though it was a last minute prac, you guys made it
n you guys did maintain the 2nd place
WOOHOO!! HIPHIP HOORAY!!!

to SHAWN chuah:
wahseh! BEST COMMANDER SIA
lols. i knew you could win that title
n i told you u can do it de
keep saying u cannot do it. tsktsk
see? now hu is the best commander? SHAWN CHUAH!!
hehe!

to my dearest sec 3 cadets:
WEEHOO! you guys did a great job for footdrill comp
and sadly it will be the last one for sec 3s
but however, you sec 3s put in lots of effort, and let this be a memorable comp
*to nani: sorry about the honey water

to sec 2 cadets:
i believe all of you did put it lots of effort this year
i can see that
n i noe, all of you are great leaders
but don make mistake that i did last year
(btw, thanks pris for scolding me that time, i understood)
stay hyper and caring for each other
and rmb, EVERYONE IS EQUAL:]]

to sec 1s:
all of you have the potential to do well in sj
just have to put in efforts and i m sure all of you will pass out of sj happily
and do have fun in this comin 3 years of sj
even though officers or seniors or huever scold you, learn from it
n support one another
n rmb, ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE:]]

to sec 4 seniors:
thanks so much for supporting us till now
i appreciated all those scolding from all of you
cos i noe, there is a reason for everything
n JYJY for your coming examinations!

n lastly, officers and teachers:
thank you for coming back and supporting us
n to msgoh, thank you for all your support
i believe that you are a good guidance and supporter for all of us
but, pls do pay attention to shanie
i noe she hasn't been coming to sj, and is quite a trouble to u
but i noe how it feels lyk to be ignored.
so pls, do give her some attention, so that she have a reason to come to sj:]

wow. my thankyou speech is done
there is more i wanna thank:[[
haiyo. i m writing as if i dieing tomorrow
well hu noes? i might be gone tomorrow:]
sayonara!

terrible life:]

2008-08-21T21:24:00.003+08:00

opps, have not been updating for yearsXP
well too much happened.

let me start off with the negative side first>>
i wanna thank yewfoo for changing me life
when u first came, i thought it will be good for our corps
but after a few while, i realised, u don't treat us as secondary school students
but u treat us like a bunch of adults
who can balance time so easily
i would like to remind you that i am only 15
and i can't balance my time well like you do
but i tried my best to finish up every single thing that u n other officers asked me to
and i pulled through that jungle
n what if i m a SGT? big deal meh? for goodness sake. i don go ard boasting that i m a sgt rite?
so why are you mentioning on that? Just rip it off from me, if you really want to
i might have showed u that i m angry n perhaps attitude
but seriously, that was out of tiredness and stress
n believe me, on that particular day, 18Aug08,
i was just joking
my bad that u took it seriously n thought that i m giving attitude to you
but seriously n truthfully NO
at first i accept ur scoldings, those harsh words
but when u mentioned abt PN, i can't take animore
it seems lyk u dun appreciate what i have done for PN
so yea that is the reason i cried
n bcos of this whole incident, i have a higher chance of dieing faster
TYVM SIR yewfoo!

to my dearest SJ Cadets,
continue on ur high spirits yea?
i noe all of you will get good experience from this 3years in sjab
n for those who are in the footdrill comp, JYJY
all of you can do it
n to gina, dun worry, without me in the squad, u all will do much better
i m just a nuisance
SO PPL DO CONTINUE THE HIGH SPIRITS!!

moving on, i have 5 more weeks to EYE!!
damn you
that is fast!! i gotta start revising right now!!
n puasa is coming!! woohoo
n that means hari raya coming too!
hehe!
but for now lets countdown to the 29 of September
END OF YEAR!! JYJY ADILAH:]

*shall work hard till i die*

i m going soon

2008-08-03T10:30:00.003+08:00

opps have not been updating:]

lazy to update

and seriously no mood

been busy the whole week

trying to catch up on studies

n try to maximise my time

aigoo, busy life

i will just follow what life brings to me

n i beg of you ppl, just tolerate me for a little more

cos i will be gone for sure

i dunno when, but i know it won't be long

all i m asking from u ppl is just to bear wif me

after i m gone, backstab me all u wan

i don mind cos lyk i said i will be gone foreva

will try to update soon

joojihoon, saranghaeyo!!

2008-07-13T22:25:00.002+08:00

i miss my hot oppa!!

stupiid officers

2008-07-13T22:21:00.003+08:00

i really wanna kill all the brainless officers

are they nuts or something???

why are they rushing??

can't they give us a break??

how ridiculous!!

n shawn chuah, next time, don't tell me last minute

cos now i have to rush everything and

i m going bonkers

officers, pls stop all these and give us a break

cos if not, i m telling you, i will die infront of you

fcuking angry rite now!!

zzz

assholes!!

2008-07-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

my boyf^^

learning festival was boring!!
but somehow funny^^
*somebody farted in AVA room*
bwhahaha
that's the highlight for today
*not revealing the person*
hahaha
okays then lame gender talk
it was lyk sleeping session^^
then inline-skating
was somehow okays llarh
didn't get to skate much T.t
then went to shengshiong wif nani, gina & sha
then was supposed to go nani house, but i wanted to eat kfc
nani, i m sorry yea
real sorry

*thngs just get me pissed off*
i m having mood swings now
n seriously i can't breathe well
idk if i shld tell mummy bout it
zzz, but still can tahan^^
aniwaes, i shall not elaborate further
but just to sae stg here,
i m born not to be clever
so stop pushing everything to me
thank you very much^^

n u better stop it
cos i m dying soon
seriously

i want go korea!!
to meet my oppa!!

2008-07-06T20:24:00.003+08:00

hello! miss

an nyong ha se yo!
means hello! haha!
okaaes updates!!
yesterday went for meeting at SJ NHQ
was late n rushed there lor
but in the end, zzz
lyk not meeting
n damn it!! so many things to do!!
n have to do the proposal by wednesday
zzz, soo impossible
so after that went to eat at jp
then headed to gekpoh's kfc to discuss
n rofl!! laugh alot wif nani, shawn n gina
well gina didn't laugh that much
i think she takes things to seriously
haha! kidding!!
so discuss a few ytd
n today supposed to meet
but sadly i cannot make it
zzz, i need buck up
tmr i will chiong everything
*fighting!*

nn i shall buck up in studies
well, i only watch korean dramas during weekend
not everyday
i will try my best not to touch the computer during weekdays de..
cos i wan chiong for my studies!!
*bashya* jyjy adilah!!

빅 브라더, 사랑해요!
oppa, saranghaeyo!

saranghaeyo

2008-07-03T22:43:00.003+08:00

lee dong wook nn lee da hae!! ^^

hello!
updates!

wednesday
feel super sleepy during elit class
n deadly, mrang sitting beside me
so diedie tried to keep my eyes open..
then finally, grp discussion
more awake by then
then blahblah
*details missing*
after school, cca
zzz. didn't change thanks to shawnchuah
so prepared for firstaid lessons
taught gbs.. they very cute lehs!!
heheh
then after 1hr+, games time!!
woohoo!! funfun!!
played lyk siao! laugh lyk siao!
lols!
overall, enjoyable cca wif GBs!!

today, thursday
sian!! cannot wake up
cos slept at 4am in the morning!
did midnight study
so morning bus-ed to sch
then lessons -.-
boring! ntg much today
perhaps today i mood swing
sry jianzhong
keep scolding u! lols
today, no mood
zzz

t.t tmr 2.4km run!
zzz! i confirm cannot pass de
but i will try my best not to stop de
must have perseverance(sp?)
lols!! cheys!! rofl!
so today must sleep early
so tmr got more energy
byebyes!!

oppa, saranghaeyo!!!

leedahae & leedongwook ^^

2008-07-01T22:25:00.004+08:00

current addiction

hello to all!

baka..today is a tiring day for me

even though no rev up but idk why so tired

morning cannot wake up.. eyes too heavy

so overslept..zzz

then rushed to school, studied amaths

but then miraculously, i didn't fall asleep during class

n managed to get those lessons into my head

all lessons were fine bah..

after sch, amaths test

amath=DEAD

lol!! so forget abt passing

so impossible

tmr have cca

collaborating wif girls'brigade

n stupid shawn chuah

everything sae me!! zzz

so tmr will be teaching them first aid

zzz, did prepare for it just now

zzz, so last minute

n shit i didn't do any hw for today

shit larh!!

nvm, adilah shall buck up!!

adilah *bashya* fighting!

oppa, saranghaeyo!!

2008-06-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

my girl!! leedaehae&leedongwook!

sch was fine
ntg much but at least i did pay attention during chem
lyk finally^^
i have been good in class lately
no more feeling sleepy
idk why
nvm, most impt is i must improve in my studies!!
adilah *bashya* ^^

aniwaes last saturday finish up watching my girl
the ending part very saddening
did cry alot T.T
heheh
lee dong wook n lee dae ha looks good together!
aigoo, saranghaeyo!!!

aniwaes zihao recommended me a japanese drama
she say will cry lyk siao
so yea, maybe this weekend will watch it bah
hehe
butbut overall i still prefer joojihoon oppa!!
hehe!!
oppa, saranghaeyo!! ^^

2008-06-28T16:31:00.002+08:00

i love him!

blog have been rotting
even the tagboard is dead
well, been superb busy lah seh
start or school, sj day
zzz, read wrongly the speech
so paiseh, but forget it
then had lots of thing to do for sj
sir came back
zzz, make me do soo many things
so stress lor
wth, i really wan to quit liao leh
no use do soo many things for sj
then studies drop
oso no use get cca points
zzz stupid saint john
i REGRET joining SJAB

okay so nowadays, trying to catch up with my studies
stayed up late almost everyday
zzz, n i really have to takecare of my health
if not my doctor will nag at me again
zzz, den dun wan tell me the problem
so nowadays cannot online
cos mama put password liao
sae i cannot online so long
zzz, so now can onli online for impt things only
zzz, n now my mother ask me to off liao
zzz

klah byebyes!
i will miss joojihoon!!

Cameron Highlands!!

2008-06-18T20:02:00.003+08:00

woohoos back from Cameron highlands!
was having superb fun there
i want to go there again^^

Day 1, Sunday
everyone came at around 5+
set off for the checkpoint and started journey from 7pm
our first stop was at Machap
prayers n eat
then set off for the journey
we did stop for a few times
n i was having butt cramp
sit soo long of course will have butt cramp
so me n cuzzies did some butt exercise
hehes~ was fun lah seh
we took 12hrs to reach cameron
so reached cameron area
n wth..we have to drive all the way up to the hill
n the road is like a snake
so we in the car was lyk swing here n there
soo dizzy lah seh
then finally reached the chalet at 6am in the morning

Day 2, Monday
reached chalet at 6am
was superb cold down there
everyone was freezing
so i was lyk wearing dunno how many cloth plus my hoodie
rest for a while
then we took a walk around the area
then the rest came n we went to strawberry park
lots of strawberry there
i was too sleepy to look ard
did camwhore as usual
after dunno how long there, we went off for lunch
we went to tanah rata which is the main town
then had our lunch
yummy! i was too hungry back then
then walked around
the set off for parit waterfall
woo..was fun
first we did climbed a few steps up the hill
then we played the water
woohoos was funfun!!
then after playing, went back to hotel
rest n slept
woke up, did prayers n then set off for diner
boosh i was hungry
n was cold lah seh!!
i cannot tahan
me n kakmira was lyk zzz...so cold!!
then went back to hotel n sleep lah

Day 3, Tuesday
woke up n get ready
packed bag n set off to meet the rest
then went to tanah rata to have breakfast
woosh!! love it!!
bought comics n some shirts for abang
then we went off for shooping in the area
*details missing*
then headed off back for singapore
go down the hill..omg
so dizzy..
then stopped a few times for break
reached jurong at ard 12 in the morning
then everyone separated
then sleep lor like a pig till today

overall
FUNFUNFUN!!!
n COLDCOLDCOLD!!
haha
i m soo gonna miss that place
shiok lah sia
i want go genting highlands after this
haha..lyk real

I LOVE MY CUZZIES!!

will post pics later on!

bye singapore

2008-06-15T12:45:00.004+08:00

BYEBYE PEEPOS!!
ADILAH IS OFF TO CAMERON HIGHLANDS!!
WILL BE BACK ON TUESDAY!!
PRAY FOR ME THAT I WILL COME BACK SAFELY YEA!!

i m soo gonna miss him!!

holidays!!

2008-06-14T23:03:00.004+08:00

i soo love them!! ^^

yoohoos peepos
today ANCO camp has started
i prayed for gina todae.. during zohor prayers^^
i really hope she can survive!!
JYJY GINA!!
aniwaes yea..now i bet they are having personal admin
n gonna sleep soon!
see, a day is gone for them
2 more days Gina, JYJY!!

so tmr i will be off to Cameron Highlands
boosh
i m excited to feel the coldness there
despite the long journey
ard 7hrs i think
butt pain confirm de
lol
aniwaes will cam-whore wif lovely cousins yea
tmr all will be gathering at my house
so gotta wake up early n clean house
baka..i m soo tired
klah! tmr i still got time to update bah
lol..till tmr, adilah flying off!!
1hr left to tmr!!^^

nn this post below was meant to be ytd's

but i post too late..so considerred ytd!

lol^^ rofl

joojihoon is soo hot^^

2008-06-14T00:25:00.005+08:00

i m soo in love wif him!^^

okaes today was sick
n sadly i missed out the fun
supposed to go out with clique
but cannot T.T
baka..
today too sick too even wake up
slept till 2+
then force myself to wake up n bathe
then did amath
n omg.. i leave all ques blank!
so diffucult can!!
den we dun even have notes wif us
wth.. how m i suppose to do??
damn u
then went to popular to find ass. books
saw some peepos
ouh wadeva
then went home
cos too dizzy liao
then bus-ed back home n rest till now

baka
tmr must clean house n pack bag
sian. i m only excited abt the coldness there
woosh
only cold!! the rest all plantations
i oso dunno why they decided to go such place
damn it
not even a single swimming pool
-.-
wadeva.. i will try to be more geograpical(??lmao)
teehees^^
so yea

i will try to update tmr
till then sayonara!!

goong~princess hours^^

2008-06-12T22:09:00.005+08:00

lovely aites

wohhoo!
today very tired
woke up early in the morning
went to POSB to make atm card
then go ICA to extend lil bro passport
then went to paya lebar
shopping larh!!
^^ was fun n tiring
bought a few stuffs for myself:]
then after lyk 3Hrs of shopping
mrt-ed home
then at home camwhore wif lil bro
n now i m damn tired!!
aigoo

aniwaes i want go korea!!
baka...i wanna go there!! lyk this year pls!!
o.0 adilah is despo to go there okaes!!
hais!!

n i realised no one has been tagging me
aigoo..wad happen??
someone must have murdered my tagboard
boosh

n sadly, tmr can't follow huiyi they all go outing
cos i need pack my stuffs for the trip
bleah! going cameron highlands
to me its ntg there!
only cold mah.. then its lyk boring!
only got plantations
wth.. not fun
zzz
i prefer go melaka
baka..aniwaes shall try to enjoy bah
hehe!!

klahs adilah is tired
SAYONARA

i m in love

2008-06-11T23:01:00.005+08:00

goong~loveness!!

heyo peeps
1 whole day slack
cos not feeling well
baka

tmr mama taking leave
i think we going out bah
extend my lil bro's passport
sian lurh
i think i wan go out buy clothes
teehees^^ see if mama allow
ouh i m sick
so a short 1 for today
sry!! sayonara!
will update tmr
*insyallah*

he's hot!

2008-06-10T23:42:00.004+08:00

aww. that's my hottie ^^

can't stop going crazy bout Goong
omg..this disease came back
aigoo..shitty
i totally feel empty when i watched the whole 24 epi
after that dunno wat to watch
so listened to the ksongs
nehmind..i will watch it another time before going back to sch
yeepee!!
n u guys shld agree wif me
he's hot!! ^^

whole day rest at home
did some hw (erm 1 oni) ^^
computer the rest of the day
bleah! 2 more weeks to hell
sian lah seh
nehmind!! must enjoy all i can
heard that i will be going holidays!!
weepees!!
i wish to go korea!!
omg!! maybe when i m older
then i will escape to korea
hehe!! n meet my JeonHa n BingungMama
haha crapss!!
so will be going holidays from 15-17 i think
aww..hope gonna be a fun 1!!
looking forward to it!!

n sadly 14-16
some of my beloved sj peeps going for anco
JYJY!! u guys can do it!!
*fighting!*
n gina i will pray for u de!!
dun worry
go there have fun!!
JYJY!!

that's all the crap from me!!
ard 10 more mins to tmr!!
haha! gd night & morning earth!!

YEH n JJH!! loves!!

2008-06-09T20:22:00.004+08:00

i m in love with them again!!^^

aiyoyoyo
haven't been updating
many reasons linked to it
hais..1 of it is being sick
horrendous u noe
i hate being sick
damn it
n momma dun allow me go out
"must rest!"
how lame =.=
so been sleeping, eating n watching movie

weehoos
i love holidays
can watch loads of movies!!
woohoo!! even though loads of hw -.-
but hu cares
i m gonna enjoy life all i can
since i can't do it that much after this
WOOHOO!!

Goong came back into me!!!
hehes! watched the whole series again
its lyk the 4th time watching it
but i still dun get sick of it
cos its nice!!
nn JOO JI HOON is HOT okaes!!
^^

enough of crapping here
i have to take my eeww medicine now
will TRY to update tmr
*insyallah*

BIA FROM CAMP

2008-05-31T15:03:00.003+08:00

WEES! I M BIA FROM CAMP!!
oops i think i m the last 1 to update
well too tired to update

26 May ( Pre-Camp )
went to KK early in the morning
been coughing all the way there
met doctor at ard 9
hais bad news
then give me eat eww medicine
n then cannot eat for the next 4hours
haiss
then been coughing
doctor said it will be okay after i took the medicine
then cab-ed to WWSS with lil bro
then start the day off in WWSS
they were playing the games
well had lots of fun yea
watching them play
then we went out o buy stuffs
n blabla
*details missing*
then slept at ard 12+

27 May, 1st Day of camp
woke up at 5
then supposed to report at 6.15
n we were a bit late
then i thought we could eat breakfast
but zzzz
couldn't
wadeva larh
i was only scared bout shanie
cos her gastric pain will be terrible
then blabla
went for econs lesson
then joined back
had games
it was a disaster
i noe it was entirely my fault for not planning the games
haiss n bcos of me
everything went berserk
so had emotional breakdown after that
but after talking to shasha n that ms goh cheered us up
i was back
then blabla
*details missing*
slept at 2am

28 May, 2nd Day of camp
woke up at 5
well all campers have already fall in
n they waited for the day to start
then pt n breakfast
then set off for hiking
wees! hiking wif SURVIVORS n GINA n CHEONGLEE
weehoo! had lots of fun
then set back to sch
then blabla
and nightingale
was another disaster
oh wadeva
then had survival cooking at night
woo! n we had fire!
as me, nani n shasha panicked u noe
some just be ignorant
that was my 1st encounter with a real fire
n phews! weiyang was there
then at night, played water
with nani, gina, shasha n kak marinah
splash here n there
after that bath n off to sleep
slept at ard 2

29 May, 3rd Day of camp
woke up late n rushed to bath
n wow
campers were early
they were alr in the quadrangle falling in
i n shasha was lyk rushing to bathe
cos seniors can't be late
n yes some were late
then pt n breakfast
then footdrill
well my dear sec 1s were improving
:] *winkswinks*
then blabla
had an emotional debrief after their punishment
n my dear clown cried so much
she was so touched
lol
she is really my clown

Overall
firstly i apologised to my Survivors which consist of
KRYSTAL, KEANCHANG, WENXIN, HANJIE, ELAINE n WANI
well i m sorry cos i didn't spend much time with you guys
firstly, i had to help shahirah with the messing thingy
cos our dear shanie is sick n went home
so yea i really sorry
but i really had loads of fun with you guys
the games, the hiking n everything
i oso felt super duper guilty bout the egg
if it was not bcos of me, u guys would have SURVIVED
hehes
aniwaes many things do happen during the camp
n i learnt from it

n to my lovely Sec 2s
i m super proud of all of you
esp those boys
i can see the change in all of you
all of you have improved
n i hope you guys will not stop n continue on
n i noe u all will do a great job next year

to my lovable Sec 1s
i really hope you all will not quit
n u guys are just starting the journey
there is lots more experience for all of you
n i can see all of you has improved
so do continue on kkaes?

n I LOVE ALL MY JUNIORS LOADS!!

HAPPY B'DAE!

2008-05-25T22:53:00.001+08:00

n i forgot to say

I M OFF FOR 4DAYS3NIGHT SJAB CAMP

miss my bed, computer loads!!

n happy b'dae to momma n pappa

ITS TOO SOON

2008-05-25T22:32:00.004+08:00

hey peeps
its gonna be a short one for today
well thanks to those pains everywhere
i think i overworked too hard
i didn't sleep yesterday night
because it was super cold
well i guess my past nightmare attacks me again
been vomitting the whole day
i didn't do anything except for having the laptop by my side
to keep me entertain
hais yyy?
n now i m truly sry to my mom n dad
for not taking good care of myself n had to trouble them again
hais so tmr heading for kk hospital
i dun wan to be admitted
pretty pls
i have to go to camp
must not disappoint anione
n must not waste all my effort staying up so late
n even now doing the stuffs for f.sjab
ouh shit i gotta go really cold the weather
byes peeps
wish me gd luck not to be admitted

life is a disaster

2008-05-24T19:18:00.003+08:00

wuhhuu
sadded
today didn't went out
whole day struggling with econs
shucks man
i ~~hate~~ econs

tmr have madrasah yeepees!!
soo happy
*winkswinks*
k shut the crap out adilah

k so changed blogskin
all because of KHOOHUIYI
she asked me to change n i did
good friend m i?
teehees
*boasting*
jkjk onli lurh
haha
now i wondering how gina is doing
she must be tired by now
good luck to her lah oii

haha
i m gonna get ready for camp
later i going out bah
buy stuffs for camp
n now sadded hp not wif me
go n die larh
i hate you!!
okay that was random
*bleah*
haha

n what shld i wear for the malay trip?
y must it be home clothes??
n those peeps hu noes me well, i need to wear tudong
everytime i wear house shirt
damn shit man
howhowhow?
somebody tell me pls
pretty pls
*smiles*

klah i shall stop the crapps for now
i will continue crapping tmr
byes:]

results out

2008-05-23T20:20:00.004+08:00

hello!
well i m fine rite now!!
felling a bit better
well today have parent-teacher meeting
my heart was lyk "dapdudapdup"
so scary can
but overall i fail 2 subjects
n my overall percentage was pathetic
only 60
well i guess i have to follow ms harti advice
to work harder n push myself
yea so this holidays i m soo gonna work harder
i gonna make sure that my studies MUST improve!!
n at least get top 20 in class
n top 25 in level
JYJY!!!

nn i m soo happy
i m soo gonna get work
but i shan't say anithng
cos only got 1 spot available
sadded
shhh adilah!!
hehes!
klah i m tired
buhbyes!!

crappish life

2008-05-21T22:38:00.004+08:00

i m really dying here
my head just won't bare with the situation
it even goes against it
n it hurts too much
i think tmr i go see doctor bah
cos my head really hurts
T.T
n today was totally wadeva for me
i was tired out bcos couldn't sleep ytd nite
yea it was all his fault
idk why he suddenly turn a cold shoulder towards me
i feel that my family is falling apart
n i m scared
i m scared of losing them
i really dun wan this to happen

oh ya ALLAH, tolonglah
kuatkanlah semangatku ini
yg tidak berdaya lagi untuk hidup
aku tidak ingin apa2 lagi
aku cuma ingin hidup dengan aman
ya Allah tolonglah

as u can see, i m really desperate for things to dissolve
well i can tell u
i hate my life rite now
everythings tumbling down the hill
n it goes really fast
too fast that it hit me hard in my head
n now all i want is things to get easy on me
n be on holiday
aniwhere will do
cos i really 1
n i oso need job
i really need to live my own life
i can't be depending on my parents animore
cos i noe it burns a hole in their pocket
so yeah i m gonna work
come on adilah
you can do this
this is a grear challenge for you!!
jiayou!!

i hate you

2008-05-20T22:41:00.003+08:00

shall not use vulgarities in today's post

but this is all about that HER!

she was giving me attitude this few days

n i can't help it but to ignore her

but today was totally pissed off

but she alwaes think she is the leader

wadeva she say we must follow

then if nv follow, her face will be black liao lor

then act as if her drawings are original

she is also tracing what

then act lyk as if its her drawing

then put copyright

wadeva lor

no need act lah hor

she can be good

but oso be that attitude towards me

n thinks that she is big

then today in that boring class

i was just playing n said stg to her

my bad that it sounded too harsh

but u noe what's her reply??

she said why i alwaes shoot her

n why everyday i must say her

oh puh-lease

since when i everyday say her

AARRGGHH

then fine lor

i dun talk to her

then when i keep quiet n nv talk to her

she say i emo n asked me to talk to her

wth

she is the 1 to ask me not to disturb her

well now i did

n now she is saying the reverse!!

wadeva larh can

last time i may be close to u

but too bad

i m hating u rite now

n to that HER:

if u read this post, GOOD!

i will love the time u spent to view n read this post

but u shld be proud that this post is specially catered to u

n i m telling you, i m no longer that person

who is friendly towards u

sry but ain't no more

reasons?

u ask urself

i dun need u in my life

so pls just _____ off

*fill in the blanks urself

imposer!

2008-05-19T17:50:00.004+08:00

i m bloody pissed off now

got this bloody, no intergrity person tagged on 3H blog

n used my name!!

wth

n it was ytd

ytd for the whole day i was out

bloody

n i didn't even passed by the blog since last 2 weeks

wthwth

really got poser!!

_l_ off can??dun need use other ppl name

i shall find out hu u r

just wait n see!!

hikers

2008-05-19T15:30:00.004+08:00

here are some pics taken from the hike

haha..there is more but i lazy lah seh!
hehe

no energy left

2008-05-19T14:58:00.003+08:00

heyo peeps!
updates for the past few days
sry bah too busy nowadays
here how my life goes

Saturday
was too tired and can't wake up
so got ready n was rushing to school
bused to sch n reached at ard 10am
n lappie was super heavy cancan??
in sch saw sj peeps
they just ended public duty
okay then we peeps was finding for nani n gina
n it was correct!
shawn, nani n gina was in sj room!
haha lmao
then do the nightingale and hiking part
from 10 to ard 1+..
then sch closing n we headed to kfc for lunch
n actually we were supposed to go bukittimah for hiking
then everybody have no mood to go
as all were lazy
even SHAWN CHUAH! who at first say we are the 1 being lazy
wth..he oso lor!
then make up our mind n decided to go
so after ate lunch
me, gina, nani, shawn,syafiqah and peishi mrt-ed to bukit batok
then we bused to the bukit timah there
at the visitor center we booked a locker and put our stuffs there
n we started the journey up the hill
started wif the green line
n well it was tiring
but i didn't allow tiredness to get in the way
so chiong up the hill
n i can tell u i was the only 1 hyper when we were lyk at the top of the hill
the rest was super tired
then we went the another route
which i call it perseverance route
it was a flight of steep staircase
everybody was lyk omfg
n was lyk tired halfway
esp gina
but no worries we managed to reach the top!!
woohoo
then went all the way down the hill
it was superb fun lah can
but tired too ler!
then after the tiring journey we headed back home
me, gina n shawn headed for jurong point
while nani, syafiqah n peishi went straight home
shawn went off to fing his frens
n gina, we predicted well
haha!
then we went toys'r'us
i bought the beads thingy
then went mac to do the proposal
but then gina was craving for banquet
so we went there
gina act her fav. fish soup
n i did the proposal
then 10.30 headed home
reached home n went to bath first
then forgot to online
then blahblah
proposal can't be attached to the email
cos file too big
so i decided to sms msgoh
i bet she is at malaysia
then decided to sent it to her the next day
then sleep lor

Sunday
woke up late
n went to madrasah
then after that met gina n went to lot1
blahblah
then blahblah
haha
then went home lor

Today
well today no plans
i think stay at home onli bah
klah lazy type liao
buhbye!!

am i that lenient?

2008-05-16T23:01:00.004+08:00

heyo peeps
today had a breakdown
dun wan elaborate
but in th morning sprain my ankle
shucks bodoh
then after f.boring lessons, got f.cca
ok shit
no mood at all
-.-
blahblah
then talked ard wif sec1s
n was crapping wif shanie
XXD
at least that enlightens me
ok then blahblah
footdrill time
a hell of a time
i dunno lah sial
buat salah
tak buat pon salah
idk lah seh
why life is hitting hard on me?
why in the world can't it be smooth?
i m bored wif this f.life

wadeva it is i m gonna concentrate on my studies
the rest i wanna throw them farfar away
no more wasting time thinking bout incidents
yg tak berfaedah langsung
let it be hurting than rather i hurt ppl
i dun care anymore
let ppl say wadeva they wan
backstab me, hate me for all u want
cos i m gonna be ignorant

n worst news of all
_l_
supposed to celebrate mama's n papa's bdae tmr
damn ass
i wanna go can
is lyk the whole family
n i miss my cuzzies
hais
but wad to do, life cannot be controlled
it just have a life of its own

dubai here i come!!

2008-05-15T21:29:00.005+08:00

the day was fine today
at least it was better
start out the day wif a taxi trip
my father last min say dun wan send
so no choice need to use my own money
which i have been saving lyk hell
for mama's n papa's bdae next week
hais i can go crazy by not eating everyday
but today no choice
my stomach was going crazy
n i was crazy lyk hell
btw i failed 2.4km run
wadeva lurh huh
butbut i love power ranger PE force!!
haha
me, yijun, xueyi n zihao
it was super fun running wif them
gogo POWER RANGERS!!
next week must jy abit kkaes
persevere on kkaes!!
after PE was lessons as per normal
n sian
i FAILED ELEC.LITERATURE
wtf
lol..actually it was expected
but nehminds
i will improve n pay attention in class

*i PROMISE i will try my best to improve in my studies*

then today stg happened during recess
Melvin i think kena beaten up
by sec 4s
ms harti told us the story
n poor xueyi
she was in shock n was trembling
but no worries she is fine rite now
so the bully case idk lah eh
dun ask me anithing
hehes~

nn cme lesson was shiok lah can!
n ppl HU WAN GO DUBAI WIF ME??
golarhgolarh
i wan go lyk rite now!!
i wan live there
the place is amazing!!
got underwater hotel
ain't it cool??
so come on lets go dubai!!

kkaes then after school went home
k bullshit i didn't bring key
so no one was at home
i decided to go boonlay instead
leaved my bag outside house n left wif slippers
then walked ard boonlay
n didn't realised 6 liao
so chiong home then watched tv lor
then now lyk usual online
n tmr got f.cca
sian lah sial
can dun go??
now i hate sj cancan?!?!
no spirit de
sian larh

kk shall stop here
too long liao
n i dun understand why my econs ans can't be this long
bwhahah
lol kkaes buhbyes!!

no comments

2008-05-14T19:59:00.004+08:00

hello peeps
seriously i m in noo mood
thanks to sjab!!
_l_
morning start out as normal
was having lessons lyk usual
then esp malay i slept
woke up i thought end sch liao lor
but haven't sian
then sjab at 2.30
fall in at 2.45 i think
was lyk slack lah today

n i m so pissed
firstly nobody was there
no teachers, no seniors at all
wtf lah can
then that bloody boys
yaofeng, kwangwei n hanjie
was giving me probs
they was testing my patience can
at least keanchang was still ok
but not YAOFENG
tdy i was esp angry wif him
he was giving me attitude
i dun mind if he show me att. but that is only if i show him att.
but i didn't ok
i didn't even give him punishment
eh comeon lah seh
i lenient liao leh
then i cannot tahan wif those sec2 boys,
i go train sec 1s
i can tell u
some was giving me att.
shall not say hu but wtf
the best among them is elaine
she put in effort to do the drills
the rest esp syazwani n siti was lyk not even putting in effort
that shuhui n meiyi was lyk att. sia
the rest was still ok
but the worst part was that
sec 1s didn't wanna go for camp
"is the camp compulsory? can dun go? if got emergency how"
then i was lyk wtf
sec1s dare to say all this
then another 1 asked "can return back the money cos i dun wan go the camp"
wtf lah rite
put in so much(maybe not) effort into the camp thing
until got some quarrels
then not even 1 of them have electric kettle
do u believe it??
not even one!!
so selfish of them
i heck care tell them go buy lor
their prob lar hor
dun wan lend wat
i can tell u no one is excited bout the camp
n i dunno how to tell them that we need to pay extra $3 for the camp
lyk that confirm nobody wan go liao lor
hais
i really m stressed to the max
got so many prob
first is my results
then the proposal
then plus all my courses n projects
is lyk wtf can
i really hate this life

plans for this week:
thursday: revise economics
friday: f.sjab
saturday: bukittimah *nochoices*
sunday: madrasah project

see how diff my life is
n i felt relieved after sharing probs wif shasha
thank god for having such good fren:]
n sry for the long post
dun read if u r too lazy too
but u just did
hahaXXD

n doesn't mean that i m scared of u

mood swings

2008-05-13T21:14:00.005+08:00

heyo peeps
hows ur day for today?
well all i can say is that mine
SUCKS
firstly i didn't feel lyk going to sch
second she spoilt my day
say i give her attitude
is she start first okay
i wasn't even talking to u
oh pls
wadeva larh
it is totally noyb!!
oh shut up!

then i was thinking bout .......
so i decided go shengshiong n settle everything
blablahblah
n got it
gonna pass to her later
-.-
n i m just gonna wait n see

n overall i hate today!
idk y
maybe tmr got f.cca
n i miss seniors!!
erm sec 4 seniors!!
love you guys loads lah seh
come back lah
pretty pls
i dun wan go sj lurh
i wan ponteng cancan??
weepee
life sucks

adilah gonna jump down the building!!

2008-05-11T19:59:00.001+08:00

all i have to say today:

i regret following them
its simply waste of my time n tears
n dun create hope for me
cos i hate empty hopes
n pls
just _l_ off!!

2008-05-09T17:27:00.002+08:00

hihi peepos
k today was lyk shit
in school got back papers
n HIPHIP HOORAY
i passed all except for ss
*yipee* n *SHIT*
firstly i was truly shocked
cos i pass my p.sciences
it was lyk YIPEE
even though all my marks weren't good
i m super happy
cos soo far i fail 1 subject onli
but i doubt amaths,econs n e.lit
can pass*damn*
shit lorh!!
but nvm..at least i tried my hard

after school
bathe n get ready
went jp
walked ard n saw dhamirah*lovely* in popular
she was reading books n was indeed waiting for sharifah n munifah
after that i went to toy'r'us
n was thinking wat present to buy for mama n papa
now i pokai lah seh
why their bdae come together de
eeiisshhh...
then went to bread talk there
then saw dhamirah*lovely* again
i waited with her for sharifah n munifah
she was supposed to meet them 20 mins ago
so she n i waited at bread talk
i think we stood there for lyk 1hr+
n ppl will think that we r lyk crazy
stand there from they go in jp till the come out from jp
then until ard 4.30+
me n dhamirah*lovely* left
cos she didn't tell her mum
so mrt-ed to clementi while dhamirah*lovely* to je
then blahblah at clementi
n now at gina's house
using her lappie
heheXXD
klah
that all bah
i lazy type liao lurh
byebyes

2008-05-07T15:23:00.005+08:00

hiphip HOORAY!!
MYE ARE OVER!!
wwooohhhooo
even though i did badly this time
i m glad that its over
now all i have to face are my results
n parent-teacher meeting
oh gosh
i dun mind if i fail or wadsoeva
but i scared parent-teacher meeting
can i like ask my bro to go??
cos i dun wan my parents go
confirm kena slap 1 lor
hais
i dun wan results!!!
oh gosh! oh gosh!!

ok wadeva
today i wanna go super high
well i just did just now
SORRY XIUZHEN
heheXXD
i accidentally hit her head
wif my ultra heavy pencilbox
opps!
i was lyk happy2 say "yay! exams over liao"
i swing my pencil box to the back
then 'piak'
hehe..i hit her head
So sorry!

all i can say today is SHIT!!
econs was super hard for me
cos idk the last few topics of econs
n shit
last few questions which carry 20 marks each
i screwed it up
damn!!
then amath
_l_ lor
so damn difficult
stupid
study oso no use
in the end the ques all complicated de
hais
i so ganna flunk my exams!!
ALL I CAN SAY BOUT MY MYE:
emaths paper 1: was ookay lah
ss: i screwed up n gonna fail it
eng paper 2: was okay but i doubt i will pass
physics: was quite okay but still no confidence
e.lit: everybody was saying it was okay, but NO it wasn't
oral: shoot!! i see ms tay i dunno wat to say n then anihow saeXXl
mt paper 2: WWEE!! finally stg easy on me
chemistry: _l_ so damn diff!! confirm guarantee+chop i will fail
emaths paper 2: harder than paper 1
econs: dead liao!! confirm fail
amaths: CONFIRM+GUARANTEE+CHOP i FAIL!!!

well i m confident that i can only pass malay
the rest won't pass n if pass it will be just pass
shit u noe
idk how my studies drop thio lyk that
but my parents shld understand bah
cos hor, is lyk my first time taking so hard subs
damn u noe
shitshitshit
i just hope i pass all
not wif flying colours oso can de
as long pass
BUT I DOUBT IT

T.T
i m totally scared bout results
shall be last in classXXl

ok today as usual bloghop here n there
then saw nani post
hmmpphh!!
nani n gina find work nv tell me
i wan find work too!!
not fair
they get job soo fast
then nv tell me
*sobsob*
sadded
i wan JOB!!!
pretty pls!!

2008-05-05T20:25:00.004+08:00

i m feeling supper down right now
n i can't say it out here
cos all thoughts n problems landed into my mind
it all smash right down into my head
n tears just start to roll down
idk why in the world m i doing such stuff
when i need this time to study
2 more brain-blasting papers coming up
n yet my brain ain't wanna work
yyy???
i m trying to force myself to concentrate
but i can't
i tried to calm myself down with music
but it never works
instead tears filled up
hais
i really dunno wad is happening ard me
i wanna be ignorant
but i can't
is all happening at the wrong time
i hate my life right now
i just dun understand everything
or is it i never tried to?
was it my fault?
i never wanted such situation
i was happy wif my previous life
happy without stress
but now it changes
everything snapped away from me
i just feel like jumping down
n end all misery out of me
at least it helps to lessen my parents' burden
they wouldn't have to spend money on me
n no one has to care any longer about me
i just wanna be away from life

to shasha: thanks for being concern, but sryy now i no mood to say anithing:[
thanks aniwae my dear friend:]

2008-04-23T21:40:00.006+08:00

hello peeps!!
i tire-d out
today had MYE eng & mt paper 1
was okay bah
i was lyk sleeping for eng paper 1
cos idk wat to do
n was too tired
then after the whole exam thing
went for sj
actually got lesson
but too bad i had to miss it
as the duty was compulsory
so changed to pe n everything
squeezed in the bus n set off to ccab
then msgoh sent us to our station
as i was at the 2nd station n i still have 1hr to go
i listen to hp songs
then halfway saw ahahirah
lol
they walked so far in the end is just a few metres away
lolXXD
then chat wif St. Joseph Institution boys
then at 4 race start
n this bloody dunno huever soo noisy
keep on take photo
_l_ off lah
the race got 6 part bah
got soo many mosquito bites lor
n i was getting tired
only got 1 injury
n that was a sprain
then
after the whole thing we walked back to ccab there
then it started to rain
n poor gina was alone in the rain
after transfering all the bags n first aid kit
i go find gina
she was drenched
i oso drenched liao lor
no need use umbrella de
my whole body is soaked wif water
then waited for bus to arrive
n wow this time round the bus was bigger
thank god
so home sweet home after that
ok that's all but i really can sae today was fun!!
carrying strecher(spelling?) all ard
n was playing in the rain wif ginaXXD
but now tired thio dun wan go sch tmr
my whole body aching

n CONGRATS to the athletic runners
u guys did a great job!!
n BELLE cheers for you!!
national top 8 runner sia!!
great job!!
hope u feel proud of yourself!!

mia after this!!

2008-04-22T22:24:00.004+08:00

time flies soo fast
2mr already gonna have midyear liao
mt n eng paper 1
after that suppose to have lessons
but then can't go
cos have to go for compulsory public duty
n some peepos not going
give damn bloody reason
u have no other reason meh?
alwaes use the same reason
mother dun allow
n fyi, i oso need study kk
n this shows stg
u deserves to be ACTING corporal
is not that i m badmouthing u or wat
but i m just stating the fact here
n venting all my frus here
i have been wasting my smses
just to sme u n msgoh
i dun understand u at all
y can't u take the initiative
i dun blame u
i noe ur mum dun allow
but do think properly my girl
isn't it just better if u just quit
than making me so troubled
life is already troublesome
u dun have to add on
that's all i gotta say for now

2008-04-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

stress-ed out
mye are coming!!
damn it!!

today was damn tiring
woke up in the morning
prepared to go to sch for sj meeting
n *clapclap* ms goh is late for ard 30mins
we discussed first since ms goh was late
claculate budget all this
then ms goh came
then go through the camp proposal
haisXl need do lots of adjustments to it
i not sure whether i need redo the games proposal
cos i left early
i need reach tampines by 11.30
so left sch ard 1035 lyk that
me go wif gina
gina got tuition at jp
while me tuition soo far
but at least its free
n benefits me
so chong to tampines
reached aunties house ard 11.45
tired lor
sit in train for 45mins
then reached ate lunch
then start 3hr tuition
i studied amaths at first
then go on to eng
then after 3hrs
i go play wif cousins
felt awake for once
cos throughout the tuition i felt sleepy
then headed back home at ard 5+
reached home at ard 6+
tire-d out by then
cos i had to stand throughout the train journey
then go home sleep for a while
then go do blogshop stuffs
untill nowXXD

2mr got zulfa's sports day
hehe
me n lil bro going
XXD gonna be exciting

to gina:
dun wrry so much de
just go doctor bah
dun need scared
be strong k gurl!!

klah i wan take a rest
till tmr
BUHBYES!

2008-04-16T20:45:00.004+08:00

today was fine
studies were okay
even though there's lots of test
well did pretty bad for ss n mt tests
but nvm
i must buck up
after school went to look for andrea
ate lunch wif her
then go ask her ques on chem
thanks ANDREA
cos if u never teach me i confirm dun understand de
then after that i go cca liao lor
n wow the atmosphere is different
i miss sec 4 seniors loads
pls come back yea
today dunno do wad sia
i can say i slack the whole day
clean cupboard then count the first aid stocks thing
then had bonding session with my mate
most of my sec3 mates la
soo fun!!
me, shasha, shanie, syafiqah n peishi was having fun outside
while those shoutings are in the background
shanie was showing us some dance moves
lolXXD soo funny lah can
then we played games
chopcillichop n the concentration game
heheXXD superb fun wif them
then gina joined us
then go in the room n blabla
haha
we was called th PEMALAS
heheXXD that's wat i m
then slack ard bah
shanie showed us her neoprints
nn OMG zihao is soo damn pretty
BOISS DUN HESITATE!!
heheXXD
then had lots of fun there yea
laughing here n there
then put things back to sj room
[p.s. i didn't help out much]
then me shasha n gilbert play water
kena scolded but hu cares
lets have fun lah seh
i miss playing wif shasha kk
then me go back wif lychee, gina n shasha
bought bubble tee [gina belanjeXXDD]
then bus-ed home wif lychee darlz
have a good talking session wif her
all i can say to her now is be prepared
cos i have no rights to do anithing
but i have a big listening ear for u my dear
not only for u but for all my lovely juniors
u guys can do it yeas!!

n now i realli need go study liao
cos if not i will fail 2mr's test
so till tmr buhbyes!!

2008-04-15T21:07:00.004+08:00

oh sucks!!
i m counting down to MYE!!
n shit!!
it's coming!!

hais n 2mr got 2 tests!!
haven studied for it yetXl
i m soo dead

2day sch was fine
despite being sleepy
i tried my best to stay awake
cos if not i m soo gonna fail
amaths>> was okay
not that boring
then had econs>> mrs choo didn't come
n she gave us damn f.diff wkst
n this prove that i m soo gonna fail econs
then emats>> chanchithio talk bout taxation
we wasted 1 period just bcos of that:P
RECESS!!
then had SS!!
mrkumar is sooo f.cute
n thank goodness he postponed the test
muaks to him!! hehe cos i didn't studied for it!!
XXDD
then physics>> cannot tahan liao
slack all the wae
was playing lor
hais
i need buck up my physics
n damn for having a boring teacher!!

2mr got f.cca
hais
wasting time go cca
program should be as usual
pt then lessons, ftdrills n so on
gonna be bored!!
sian lor
hais i miss prisx jie!!
i dun think seniors will come back de
confirm totally different situation in sj
shout here n there!!
haishais
missmiss seniors!!
hope they come back!!
pretty pls!!

2008-04-14T22:04:00.006+08:00

oh great!!
i m soo sick!!
cough here n there!
so f.irritating
today totally no mood to go to school
but force myself since mye comingXl
ok that is super fast
2 more weeks n now my brain is all dead
all penny fault lor [jkjk]
last time she said: Emergency! Brain cells please evacuate!
n now really all evacuated liao
i dun even understand what all my chers are talking
wow adilah you gotta buck up
n pull ur socks highhigh
if not i will get so many D7 or even lesser Xl
so now i gonna chiong all the way bah!!
JYJYJYJYJYJY!!

those chats really made me feel better
he's my medicine for the day
luv ya!

flying off to HELL
adilah❤euu!!

2008-04-11T19:12:00.004+08:00

today was super sad
seniors ~~passing~~ passed out
i dunno wad will happen to sj now when they r gone
i hope this year will go on smoothly
n i wish seniors will come back to help us out
i will miss them
even though last time we use to have quarrels
but i believe that were the parts of parcel of life
we had our time together
good and bad
n i will cherish those moments foreva
you guys were the 1 to make me feel better
the 1 to support and have faith in all of us
you guys are the best
you guys helped me through in sj
you guys are the motivation for me not to quit
i felt better when my problems are shared wif u guys
n all i can say is I LOVE U SENIORS
u guys are my sister n brothers foreva!!!

n to my dearest prisxx jie,
thank you for all the support and encouragement you gave me
it helped me through
i still remembered that time when you scolded us
when i think back, those scoldings helped me alot
i learnt the reasons behind those scoldings
n now u have been the support and motivation for me to move on
i dunno how m i gonna cope now since you are no longer wif us
hu should i release my stress to?
hu can guide me through sj?
hu should i talk to when i m having problems in sj?
i guess the ans will alwaes be you
cos i noe u r the 1 that can brighten my day up
n give me ur support
i really hope that you will come back to sj
cos i m soo gonna miss u
n i hope you do well in ur Nlevels yea
JYJY!! pass them with flying colours!!

2008-04-06T21:28:00.003+08:00

hello all!
let me update

Friday
morning was fine
lessons was fine
except for e.lit bah
cos that f.mslee say go to 3F classroom
walao eh
i wan MRL lorh
then she act good in front of mrang
say that she thinks MRL is not a good environment
for us to study in
_l_ her lah
we are the one studying wat
then the lesson so sleepy
cos cannot even talk
damn sia
i was lyk sleeping but at first cannot lorh
that mrang sit bside me
sway
then after e.lit is f.cca(lolXP follow priss)
announcement said 12.30 sharp at sjab room
end up 12.45
wow! this is wad i call sjab slacking
me n shasha was rushing to go home to take our stuffs
then shasha soo funny le
keep asking peishi wad time
^-^
so funny lar she
then after the whole thing ended i chiong home
all bcos of name tag
then went back sch
when i reached sj room
nani ask me for game plan
i didn't even noe that she wanted me to hand in
wadeva it is lets just say its my fault
cos hu will believe me???
then after that went emo lurh
cos dunno how in the world m i gonna think of games in lyk how many hours
then after that POP
was f.tired
but shasha, gina n yichin kept my spirits up
then after POP training got scolded
n wadeva
after the whole thing suppose to have meeting
but then nani said "sec 3 who wants to go home, can go home"
so me n shasha oso go home lor
i oso need chiong the proposal mah
then when reached home i rest for a while
bathe, eat n sleep for a while
then ibu came home
her mood was not good then i dun wan disturb her
8 suppose to have ngaji
but then i can't go cos i need do proposal
then i tell ibu
then after that got scolding session for 1 hr
she was lyk scolding me non-stop
say i very irresponsible, stupid n useless
then she pukul me lorh
at first she was canning at my leg
then i cannot tahan i squat down
then she pukul my back there
super pain nia
the cane so thin
until got blood T.T
i was crying non-stop
when my mother was abt to finish her scolding
my father come back
he ask my mother was happen then she tell him whole story
then he shout my name so loud
i at first dun wan go his room
but then i dun wan disturb my bro sleeping
so in the end i go to his room crying
then another 1hr of lecture
he ask me which 1 is more imp
ngaji or cca
i tell him ngaji, then unexpectedly he slap me
wah fcuk sia
i tell him the correct ans he slap me
it was super painful lor
my cheek stayed red for the whole night lor
then i go toilet n sit under running water
cos the pukul nyer line tu is lyk bleeding
i stayed in the toilet lyk for 30 mins
i wasted so much of my tears
hais
when i recall this, i feel lyk crying too!!!
ok enough of the harsh part of fridae bah

Saturday
went to wacth wleague
k it was lyk pathetic sia adzdzin grp
9-0
bwhahah
but nvm bah
jyjy Whatever F.C
then i go home n help with the kenduri at nekciks house

Today
Tired out!!
finally finish the proposal
2mr got test n i still haven do hw
damn so i think i bette go do hw liao
byebye!

2008-04-02T19:38:00.003+08:00

hehe...finally updated my blog
well i just feel lyk updating
cos today jus feel soo happy

firstly i will lyk to thank MS GOH
for being understanding
3H very stress leh..
need compete here n there
so thanks for making me stress-free
hehe:]

n I will lyk to congratulate
SHAWN CHUAH LALA for being the next leader
woooohhhooo!!
thanks for saving me 2!!
XDi bet u r gonna be a great leader
n not forgetting NANI
the camp this year confirm high disciplin 1
cos NANI is in-charge
wwwwooooohhhhhooooo!!!
training camp here i come!!
so i m in the games section??or wadsoeva
i dunno lah wat games
cos all i can think of is fun!!
if training that type
dun even bother that i can juice out my head
butbutbut I MUST BE RESPONSIBLE mah
hehe my new resolutionXP
so 2mr i think i skip ngaji liao lorh
confirm get beatings from mama:[
but wat to do
must find time mah
cos if others can
why can't u, Adilah?
so 2mr no choice need to dig out time
for camp meeting
dunno how gonna tell mama
hais...just my luck
i hope she won't beat me
cos if she beat hor super pain nia
then i have to leave the house crying liao
but nvm...i must be responsible
so jyjy adilah
when i looked at the past
i realised so much have changed
so many things ard me changed
n 1 of them is me myself
i admit that i have changed to a bitchy girl
sec1 i wasn't that wild
but now, see how wild i m
vulgarities all over me
i myself dun even noe how all these happen
just that everything is soo fast
from the last two years
i see how ppl change
well i realised it myself
so i wanna changed back to the real me
so HERE ARE MY NEW RESOLUTIONS
1. STOP BEING BITCHY
2. BE A GOOD GIRL
3. BE RESPONSIBLE
4. STUDY HARD
5. KEEP LOW PROFILE
i might add in more
just reflecting on my own self
heheXD
klah i wanna go plan the games thing
then wanna do hw
today got lots of hw
so till next post
buhbyes

2008-03-21T19:21:00.003+08:00

ok update time...
hello all
now at atuks house
using the comp
jus now morning go colect stuff
n meet lots of ppl
then go to atuks house
ard 2+
when going to atuks house
saw sir timothy
so shock lar
but the thing is he recognised me
i was lyk wearing tudong
i was asking bro
how come he recognise me???
lolXD
today was sian
except at atuks house
my crazy cousins
shout here n there
n playplay n play
pillow fight everywhere
i was lyk doing my notes
but too bad
can't concentrate
then now using comp
2mr i update again kk

n to my dear SITI
gurl
pls do tell us ur prob
so i can help u
kk
we will have time to talk
i will help u wif ur prob
dun worry
u have us by ur side
dun so stress over ur father
stay cheerful aite
my dear junior

2008-03-09T18:15:00.004+08:00

Hello all!!
i noe its been a long time
since i last update my blog
jus soo lazy

ok so now i update
n dun complain to me that it is long hor

FRIDAY
after school, chiong home wif serena
then went back to school wif bulky bag
then report to chester for debate
i was super hyper for debate cos it brings good memory
from last year's debate 090307
XDXDXDXD
just so happy can
actually there's a reason for me to be happy
n oso a reason for me not to be happy
but shall not say it XP
then me n yuanfeng had buttsore
cos we had to host 3 session continuosly
so painful lah
n boring too!!
n i think i was the last to finish
all other classes were already empty
then pipi waited for me
then we drag ourselves to SL camp
i was truly not hyper bout it
n i dun like it at all
but thank god as i get to miss out the boring first day of camp
after joining the camp had supper
n no offence
it was lyk WTH
2 person share 1 cup of milo?!?!0
i was like -.-"
then after that wash up n sleep
n not forgetting STANDARDISATION
lol
sleep oso must standardise
wadeva lah
then some of girls pass message that there will be firedrill
at around 12.20
n as expected there was
fire!fire!fire!
then blahblahblah
the went back to sleep
i was too tired n slept right away

2nd Day of Camp
woke up at 5+
to washup
n found out a bad news
our flag was confiscated!!
all thanks to one person *clap,clap,clap*
then the day tiring begins
had pt>> corporation run
1...2...3...4...1.2.3.4.1234 whoosh *clap,clap*
lol...it was lyk funny but at least smtg different
it wasn't that tired as we were lyk having fun
then played the counting game
RA was first, followed by C3, IC, CL<3 n lastly Integrity
b4 setting off for breakfast we had to do punishment
cos of the flag
25 pumpings
hais dun wanna sae more
breakfast budget again
shared milo n ate biscuits
then had this talking session
wadeva it was soo boring
therefore ppl was slouching
n cos of that we all do pumpings again
then set off for the sentosa amazing race thing
i was lyk angry wif the event
cos they nv tell us earlier need to bring extra money for this event
n that we have to use our own money for the trip n the lunch
in the end i had to borrow money
n thanks to ANDREA n JOYCELYN for lending me
will pay u guys back
at least they helped me
n lyk others hu brought lots of money but dun wan to lend
hais what r classmates for?!?!
then we rushed to sentosa
we were lyk running here n there
n gastric pains were attacking me
but my grp members dun care n kept running
gd mates aren't they?!?!
but i admit that the sentosa amazing race
was the highlight of the SL camp
without it i think it will be a boring camp
and thank god again that those running paid off
as we won first
i was happy cos we won as that can eat tidbits
cos my stomach was grumbling
i was soo hungry lah
n everyone was snatching
esp that indra
take soo much
then dismiss n walk back home wif nani
-END OF THE LONG POST-

lols
there u go
an update for this blog..haha

2008-02-24T20:34:00.002+08:00

hi!! I m back from Chingay 2008 @ North
well at first i thought that it was gonna be bad n boring
we were the first 1 to leave school
as we were located at the first point
n that we are suppose to dance on stage
all of us was lyk OMG
but then while waiting we practice
n had blast with laughing buddies
den we were like having fun n cheering
then the dance
it was like wheeee
i enjoyed it
n some graduated seniors came down
lyk kakros, n the cam-whoring guys
n of coz teachers lyk msfong, mrchris, msng, mrramesh
n all credits to MdmAzlina, MsSuharti and MsLee
all was supporting us
n not forgetting
shihongs' parents for coming down wif us
as we are the first 1 to leave school
we are the first 1 to go home
on the way back
we had fun in the bus
singing songs n mani more
well all i can sae is
I HAD FUN!!!
n 2mr school starts @ 8.15
weess
can sleep 1hr extra!!
weeeesss

2008-02-21T16:38:00.006+08:00

oh wadeva lah

school today was somehow great
even though it is a very long day
well, all thanks to emaths test
it was manageable
n that i could do most of the maths ques
i m soo happy throughout the day
even though i had to copy notes
-.-
but it was really ok today
not even a yawn
well 2mr have another test
physics
then next wed is econs test
i dun think i can pass econs
cos i have not been listening to wat mrs choo is saying
too tired lately
n i confirm will be more tired
cos chingay is this weekend
but at least sch is considerate enough
to allow us to come later at 8.20
but i hate the shirt
it is YELLOW in colour!!
eeewwwss!!!!
is not lyk bright yellow lah...
It is lyk dark yellow!!?!!
damn sia
soo gonna be ugly
hais
i ahte chingay lah can
last year was a blast cos it was hiphop
but this year lyk stupid lyk that
be motivaters -.-
dun wanna sae more

n to my dear friend
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2008-02-17T22:46:00.002+08:00

i never did wanted to scold u
srry if we anihow criticise u
but then to think of it
u can't be controlled by yourself
it must be someone else
n to think of who could it be
it definitely will be us
as in ur thurs 14 Feb post
hu should i guess u r reffering to??
by not coming u did disappoint me
everybody has common tests
n everybody need to study
doesn't mean i m in exp 1st class i m clever
all of us are given brain
we need to study no matter wad
n i m telling u
I AIN'T FAST IN MY STUDIES
even so i still have to balance my time well
i still have the bloody FAC
even i m not interested
i still have to give time to it
since i m in for it
u n i are both stress
but that is life
it all depends on how we deal we it

i dun wan to fight with my buddies
jus that we have to make this clear
nobody in this world is perfect
jus that once u r in
there's no turning back
u jus have to cooperate dear
dun be selfish
i noe u can't please everyone
how abt me??
pls think carefully my dear
i guess we realli have to settle this out

2008-02-17T13:10:00.005+08:00

as you can see
i m craving for 1
soo jealous of those
who can afford to buy laptop
damn lah
so jealous
i m soo gonna save money to buy 1
*chey lyk it gonna happen

okaes so later will be meeting with babes
to study for common tests
i m so stressed up rite now
i need to buck up on my maths n sci n ss
i guess all subs i need buck up
damn it
nvm..i must chiong all the wae!!!
jyjy!!
hehe
so i guess i wanna study for my ss now
so till next post byes!!!

2008-02-16T23:26:00.009+08:00

jus came back from study date wif nani❤
study for like 2 hours straight
n was tired liaos
but me n nani persevere on
we still study despite being sleepy
at least we make the effort
to balance our time for studies
even though everything is coming near
crashing wif one another
we still make the effort to balance all
so studied for coming common tests
today did emaths and physics
going for another study date with babes❤ 2mr
gonna study amaths n chem i guess
hais how i wish ppl could be cooperative
n tell the truth
if u really dun want to do it
next time say earlier
but now all of us have to deal with it
cos all our names are alreadi submitted
so pls jus cooperate yeas
that's all for today
jyjy to my babes❤
study all the wae aites!!

2008-02-16T09:50:00.002+08:00

ellos..
here to update for the past few days...

thursdae
it was valentimes
had lessons in the morning
was damn tired n sleepy
but can't sleep
cos some other teachers came to our class
to observe
then at night have study date
with babes
it was fun studying with them
i rather study outside than at home
cos at home the comp n tv will distract me
then after studying n laughing
we went home ard 10.30

fridae
had schhol...
was okay lah
had PE
run 2.4km wif 3A
was very tired lah
dun feel lyk running lor
but i made it wif timing of 17.55
lol.-.-
5 more secs me n zihao will fail liao
but thank god...nvr
then had CCA after school
FAC training
supposed to polish footdrills
n learn some first aid
but we can't
shall not elaborate
but i wan to make this clear
FAC is coming
n it takes all of us to make it happen

2008-02-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

today was damn sleepy n boring in school
cannot tahan liao larh
so sleepy
keep yawning..i think 20 times lor
cannot tahan liaos
hais y must we school??!!?!
sian lah school
today ntg much i did at home
simply sllep eat n watch tv
dun feel lyk studying even though
common tests are ard the corner
today taught lil bro his math for his ct 2mr
wish him good luck aites
n i realli need the good luck too
cos i m stressed out wif studies
damn it lah
FAC is bloody coming too
damn hor
y mus we go?!?!
hais...stupid lifE!!!!

aniwaes i hope to go group study soon
cos i really need someone to push me to study
definitely not at home
cos the tv n computer will distract me
that's y i didn't study today
damn it lah
my LIFE now is in a MESS!!!!

2008-02-10T21:38:00.001+08:00

had a blast wif babes todae!!!
firstly the burfdae celebration was somehow a success
onli that the candles did not lit up
lol
then we have chats in gina room
really had fun
then went to lot 1
took neoprints
soo kecoh lah
after soo long of neoprint-ing
we went to eat at ljs
then go back liaos
well jus had bloody fun todae!!

2008-02-09T20:09:00.000+08:00

damn it
today is soo boring...
ntg to do the whole day
onli chat wif dear friends
n of cos make new friends
eat a lot today
haha
i m so gonna gain weight
-.-
yeah 2mr is someone's b'dae!!
so looking forward to it
hope everything turns out great

2008-02-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

hie readers
today is really boring
ntg to do at home
all i do is eat,sleep n computer
so sian
then stupid virus
attack me
had a hard time
scan for 30 mins
and finally it is gone
shall block my bro
haha...
aniwaes can't wait for sunday
celebrating birthday!!!
wees!!!
n 2mr i diedie want to go out
if not i m going to rot
that's all for now..
lazy to post
wan do hmwk liaos...
buhbyes!!

2008-02-07T19:53:00.000+08:00

hello
now at tampines
had gathering
cos today is balqis cuzzie birfdae
in the morning
went to akmal cuzzie house
makanmakan
then went to tampines
met cuzzies n had a blast
one thing about todae is
I ATE TOO MUCH OF CAKES!!!
cos at akmal cuzzie house
we celebrated fatihah birthday
which was yesterday
then at tampines celebrated balqis birfdae
so ate 2 cakes
today had a blast
ok that's it for todae
till next post
buhbyes

2008-02-06T17:25:00.000+08:00

hie readers....
today totally jus so sucky
jus didn't turn out the way i wanted it to be
hais
hu f.king cares
i m jus soo pissed off
wadeva!!!
ok then chiong go home wif andrea
stupid bus come so late
really proves that todae isn't my day
at home ntg to do online lor
played audi wif bro
then go play habbo
ntg to do sia
then decided to create blogskin
ok lar
maybe using it next time
then at 3 father come back liao
got food finally
eat n eat
then watch tv
hais i miss laughing
how i wish i got someone to cheer me up...

i miss cuzzies
hope to see them soon
n really looking forward to 2mr...

2008-02-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

hello...
school today was very boring except for e.lit
thanks to adqHaikal n cuAdzdzin
haha...
it was soo funny
haikal started it all
he called me 'kak'
then i was lyk O.o
then adzdzin called me 'nenek'
wth
it's fun to play
but pls dun include azhar in it
cos it's gonna destroy my mood
ok then at the end of lit period
cuAdzdzin was lyk wan go toilet
cannot tahan
then he act lyk bapok
adqHaikal oso act lyk bapok
it was so damn funny
me n haz was lyk laughing non-stop
cos it was freaking funny
ok that's all bah for today
still need do hw
n plan for the decoration thingy
so till next post..
chaos

2008-02-03T20:24:00.000+08:00

okay
decided to reopen blog
so created the layout
took 1 whole day
but ok lah
got some help from my bro
it turns out ok lah
not so nice
but at least i put in lots of effort
oklar...
wan do hmwk liao
2mr got boring school
till next post buhbyes

2008-01-03T18:13:00.000+08:00

ok today in school was damn sleepy...
got lessons...so boring....
introduce teacher then do worksheet
so sian...
n i yawn soo many times
n the weather is soo damn cold...
cannot tahan nia
ok wadeva...
i jus hate school...
haha
but I love Gina
cos she give my birthday present
thanks Gina
really appreciate it...
thanks Gina very much...

here are the prezzies she gave me

Couple's KeyChain

Lip Balm...i think Goong 1...cos got the bear..:)

both prezzies...
that's all...
THANKS AGAIN GINA!!!!

2007-12-31T13:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AFIQ!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterdae went to faiz house
grandma was back from hospital
so as usual cuzzies playing soccer
but wif bigger ball this time...
me was so stressed doing hmwk
but then still played with fatihah, sarah, nurin and haris
nurin is soo cute n haris is soo funny
both of them look cute together...hehe
then watched Mr & Mrs Smith at night
that show was amazing...luurve it
then go home lor
i do hmwk then sleep
then todae wake up...
give birthday present to afiq
then get ready go to barber
i go perm hair
i dun really like it
but it is better than my old hair
wee...i dun care wat people think of it
cos it is MY HAIR!!!! haha
i m going bonkers jus lyk my hair
this hair will onli be shown in school
if outside i will be wearing selendang/scarf
wee...i now more alim/guai 1 -.-
ok now i wan do hmwk liao...
buhbye!!!

2007-12-29T19:36:00.000+08:00

ok todae is damn tiring
went shopping alone -.-
mrt-ed to angmokio
shop ard angmokio hub
bought pencil case, necklace , flat shoe n some clothes
then mrt-ed back to jurongpoint
return overdued books
haha 2 mths overdue liao
see how lazy i m to return books
then shop at jp
bought high heels and pants
then bus-ed to jurongwest there
go buy books
then bought stationaries
then walk ard
bought sch shoes, another flat shoe n dress
then too tired
bus-ed back home
onli bro at home cos the rest go malaysia
then i go clean house
when they come back house messy again
i dun care liao lah
no use clean
ok now i wanna go rest
buhbyes

2007-12-26T22:40:00.001+08:00

ok todae very tired
clean up sj room
lyk siao
get my hair messed up n dirty
so much dust in there
but at least the room is better now
i wanna paint that room
it is so ugly with the football marking
but i dun think we can paint it
hais...
wah seh
me lazy wake up 2mr
sian...
need wake up earlier
n now i have jus finished doing the things
that was for cca fair
i could have done it faster if i didn't chat with that ZUL HILMI
so bloody irritating
he n shanie is totally the same
so stucked up
wadeva lah
u wan quit, quit lah
i dun give it a damn
u guys behave lyk u guys r not express
wadeva i so not gonna care
ok now me wanna forget everything
n go to sleep
buhbye

2007-12-21T21:06:00.000+08:00

mood: damn fcuking pissed off
tuning in to: shut up

ok i m soo very the fcuking pissed off
firstly it was all postponed
bloody shit
cos of stupid bro psle sch results
so yesterdae celebrate hari raya
ok then so on
then when going home
my cuzzies wan sleepover at my house
ok so it was 3 of my cuzzies
then on the way home
mummy called n said
2 more coming later
so it was lyk a childcare
it was okay at first
but 2dae was horrible
firstly my cuzzies are totally assholes
sorry for saying this cuzzies
but this is only where i can say it all out
they are totally spoilt brats
n i cannot tahan the karenah
but that was ok
but then
bad things happen
bloody fcuking idiot bigbro
was damn playing computer whole dae
then when cuzzie wanna play
he gave a damn bloody fcuking attitude
i dun understand him at all
he thinks he is alwaes right
n others can't show him attitude
n he pissed me off the most 2dae
do i need to sae PLEASE to him
when he never said that to me before
oh puh-lease lah
i noe lah that u have everybody on ur side
n nobody cares bout me
but that doesn't mean that i m giving in to u
u r alwaes right...n i m alwaes wrong
u r the boss of everything
but i can tell u
not my attitude
if u show me ur fcuking attitude
i will show u mine
this goes out to everybody
if u guys can talk everything about me
i oso can
ok back to topic
i have some question to his frens
i truly dun understand how come u guys are frens wif my bloody bro
onli show good bloody fake side to frens
n bloody fcuking attitude to me everyday
he can die for all i care
i dun need his fcuking attitude!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

i m jus soo happy
cos HADY is our first Asian Idol
it isn't a waste as i have voted 5 times
yeah
HADY tou rocks man!!!
even though ur performance wasn't good
u still the best
woohhooo
ok 2dae got firstaid re-exam
had theory paper
it was okok
mostly commonsense
then got CPR
everybody else was tensed up
cos the officer keep scolding as he was fed-up
shasha n nani was so nervous
but they did well
nani cheer up ok
it's alright
everyone makes mistakes
so cheer up wokkays?
shasha so poor thing
get scolding for nothing
the officer kisiao 1
scold scold n scold
i noe he tired lah
we oso tired wat
no need scold wat
the more he scold the more we got nervous
but at the end it was alright
so after that dismiss liao
go meeting for a while
then waited for mama for about 45mins
luckily she came in taxi
then go buy uniform n books
after that go jp
on the way saw nani shasha n gina walking home from sheng shiong
then at jp change clothes
n so on....
2mr going watch movie wif mama
then go bugis
wow...gonna shopping
i wanna buy school bag
that's my aim for 2mr
n i wan meet my sabrina cuzzie!!!
i so miss her
but i will see her soon on hari raya
so until then mani loves to her
n to u readers too!!!

2007-12-14T23:40:00.000+08:00

ok i dunno wat m i doing late at night
jus feel lyk blogging
n i m pissed off
n i shall not sae anithing
jus that i dun understand you
hais i noe u wan to be 1
n i dun!!
so u can take it
i dun even wish to have it
ok this is too much
i hate everything that is going on
shall not elaborate
buhbyes!!! Z.z

2007-12-12T22:23:00.000+08:00

mood: HAPPY XD

ok i m going crazy
i watch Mermaid Melody for 1 whole dae
wah...this anime got sooo mani episodes
52 leh....
i onli watched till 34
too tired
n mum nagiing liao
haha
2mr gonna watch again
wees....

aniwae
i noe that this might be too early
but
HAPPY BIRTHDAE
to my beloved ANDREA
wish u all the best in ur life yar
may all ur dreams come true
hope u will have a good day 2mr...
n enjoy the bbq wif the rest yar
srry i can't turn up
i have to chiong hmwk
aniwae enjoys!!!

2007-12-11T09:29:00.000+08:00

mood: wadeva

ok this post is for Shahirah and Khairani
i m sorry if u guys think that i m directly shooting at u guys
but no
i was jus angry with the whole damn thing
cos i haven't even do hmwk
n i have to finish it since i m in charge
n i jus dunno wad to do
n yesterdae was a very bad dae for me
i jus noe that i have to ulang alik hospital again
lepas my nenek kluar hospital
my cousin pula masuk
it has been a tough period for me
so i hope u guys understand

to shahirah: thanks for understanding....jus that i was in a bad mood...sorry klau tersinggung perasaan

to khairani: i m going...aniwae i noe that u r hurt but wat i sae... wadeva it is..sorry

2007-12-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

waliao...
can somebody tell me what's wrong
wif hotmail.com
is lyk going crazy
n my mails are coming in fast
and i can't even read them
damn it

mood: fcuking angry

angry cos of stupid hotmail.com
angry wif the time
cos it flies so fast
which means holidaes are gonna b over
n i have to finish up hmwk
wtf
soooo lazy can
3 essays leh!!
and the topics are so boring
and 17 Dec is approaching
which means First Aid EXAMS!!!!!!
argghhh
i dun feel lyk studying
cos i dun wanna pass it
so that i will not be promoted
and that everyone will stop pushing everything to me
then it will be peace
n i can concentrate on studying
since i m in 3h
i will not be able to be top 3 in class
so have to work hard
n i fcuking dun care bout sj
still have the bloody cca fair proposal
which is not done
and nobody bothered bout it
n i bet they even forget bout it
wadeva
i have to finish the bloody out of it
n hand it in on 17dec
now i have to chiong all my hmwks
n i can't wait to go to malaysia
weeee...
dec 19 i think... i dunno n it is not confirmed
well can't wait.....

2007-12-09T20:01:00.000+08:00

mood: dying Z.z
tuning in to: cry - rihanna

well let me start my grandmother story
afternoon went to faiz house
went there to have kenduri
cos grandma was safely out of the hospital
so grateful to Allah
firstly when we arrived
cuzzies was playing soccer wif a small tiny little ball
then decided to join them
me was not sure which team to help
so anihow kick
n scored 2 goals...yeepee
(i m going bonkers...bear wif me if u wanna continue on reading)
in the end farhan cuzzie team win
it was fun
then cuzzies all sweating so went indoors to rest
then me played with amirah cuzzie
she soo cute
ok then we do some prayers
n eat...
after eating
grandpa wanna tok bout studies thingy
cos my lil bro pass psle mah
so get money
n unexpectedly i oso get
cos i got 6As for my overall year results
weee....
can go buy new bag liao
wees..
ok then continue playing soccer
so blah n blah n blah
then went in to watch tv
watched soccer match
then suria-jeritan sepi
it was somehow funny watching it
n my father was dozing off
n he snored loudly
ok dun wanna tok more
well had a blast todae
n i can't wait for hari raya haji
wee.....
that's all bah
lazy lah
aniwae
there was this photo of faiz sleeping
but decided not to put

to faiz: see i sooo good XP

okok
buhbyes....

2007-12-08T18:37:00.000+08:00

well todae wake up very early
to eat breakfast outside
so get ready and set off for jurong west
arrived n mani people was already there
n wat a long queue
so i ate prata
then set off for imm
go look for bed
then walk around
mum bought new shoe
then i got pissed off
cos i need a new specs
n mum sae nx year
fcuk
then go to Nova
look for bed again
but me n bro look at cupboards
we were being lmaos
looking at every single cupboard
some was really cool
lyk u guys care... (0.o")
lol
then go to sheng shiong at westcoast
had fun puushing the trolley
bought lesser things cos on budget
hehe
then went home lor
n watch soccer match
between malaysia n singapore
it was so frus to watch young lions
cos they wasn't putting in their best
n damn tat referee
always so biase
(bear with my complaints yar)
hehe...but really....
aniwae...singapore won
the young lion will be fighting against thailand next
i wish that thailand will not wanna play again
lyk the last time
some complications between s'pore n the thais
hais..
i hope s'pore will get more than 20 gold
jiayoujiayou!!
all the wae!!!!!

2007-12-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

hie readers....
sorry for not updating
kinda nothing to sae n lazy
past few daes has been very tiring for me
all i do at home is sleeping n house chores
n onli have time to on computer at night
n damn this life

waliao
time flies so fast
n i haven't even finish up my assignments
damn lah
still got stupid exams
bloody shit
n i m not in the mood of training
fcuk!!!
let me end my post with this one word
FCUK

2007-12-03T10:12:00.000+08:00

hie...
i got so much to say bout damn yesterdae...
let me start
in the morning as usual went for religious class
got exam
it was okok
went home n told bigbro ans to the test
i bet he gonna score beta than me
then i go get ready while waiting for him to come back
i was damn sleepy
n managed to sleep for 30 mins onli 0.o
so tired but forced myself to get ready
father nagging cos bro was late
then we went off
first we went to tampines
father's fren wedding
i stayed in the car with bro cos i was tired z.Z
father was gone for about 30 mins
then we rushed back to hougang for kakak noi's wedding
well i can sae that it was an unlucky dae
firstly sabrina cuzzie fall sick
she was sleeping when i arrived
then balqis cuzzie fall down
n has nose bleed
that happened b4 i arrived
when i arrived, her nose was already swelled
n there's no shape of the nose
i told mummy to bring her to the hospital
cos the condition isn't good
n i was true
she had an x-ray
n it proved that the bone is slanted
i wish she gets beta n her nose is ok
n then...
the worst part...the wedding
it was onli 4+
the wedding was to end at 5
n those bloody caterers
they were lyk packing so fast
damn lah
they was lyk rushing
n so we had to pack the food quickly
kakak noi was calling for us to take pics
but then we couldn't
cos we have no time
we were lyk busy packing
n i got pissed off
stupid caterer
bcos of this i can't take pics
n it was tiring
i had to pack all those food uickly
hais...but i can't cry over spilt milk
everything is over
i m glad it ended
cos i was damn tired
n wanted to sleep
well that's all
now i wanna eat
so damn hungry
till the next post...
buhbyes

2007-11-30T15:57:00.000+08:00

hi readers...
sorry for not updating...
past few daes did not go to hospital
cos i was sick
bloody flu won't go away
and my body ache
damn painful...
n OMG...
i jus remembered
that 2mr my cousin getting married
is lyk OMG
i dunno whether should b happi or sad
cos this whole wedding thing is happening
when my grandma is ill in hospital
is lyk right in the middle of everything
i should b happi cos kaka noi getting married
n it onli happen once(unless she got divorce n remarried)
but den grandma is in the ICU
oh damn
n got 2 test coming up
this sunday
got religious test
exam i would sae
n i still have to study for first aid exam
damn all this man
all happening at the same time
but rite now
all i wan is grandma to get well
pls ALLAH... i beg u..
make her well..
well i guess...2mr i will be 2 person
i will be happi n sad
i realli dunno wat to do
i guess kak noi's wedding wouldn't be that fun
cos i m worried bout grandma condition
aiya...i lazy post liao lah
i jus hope that everything will turn up good..

2007-11-25T11:44:00.000+08:00

here are some of the pics taken by farhan cuzzie...

the small pyramid me n sarah built

kiki cuzzie

teha n sarah cuzzies

sarah cuzzie

sarah cuzzie n big bro..

faiz cuzzie playing gameboy

big bro playing soduko..

thats all...
buhbyes

2007-11-25T11:13:00.000+08:00

jus came back from religious class
well it was tiring
n i had not enough sleep
cos yesterdae went home late from hospital
grandma is veryvery sick
she was at ward 78 for a few daes
then she was transfered to ICU
i was so shocked to hear that
so we made our way down to the ICU
grandma was alreadi there
onli 2 person can go in to see her
i didn't cos i was scared to see her in that condition
mama went in
i asked her how was grandma
she said that grandma was lyk unconscious
n her face was covered by a thing(lyk a mask)
i cried when i heard that
GOD...please...make her well
i dun lyk seeing her suffering
esp during injection time...
omg...GOD please...i beg you...
make her well..
so later will b going hospital again...
i will post pics later...

2007-11-22T10:14:00.000+08:00

haish....
yesterdae went home very late from hospital
bout 11...damn tired
grandma is very ill
n i will be going to the hospital everydae
even though it is tiring
i still had fun there
thanks to my cuzzies
even though i m worried bout grandma
they helped me to calm down
yesterdae was okok
akmal the family didn't come
so it was onli
faiz the family n kiki the family
faiz the family left first
so me, sarah, kiki n big bro
decided to do pyramid using uno cards
me n sarah do small 1
while big bro n kiki did the big 1
it was very big
but too bad as it collapsed
when it was almost done
but i managed to take pic of the smaller 1
post it next time..
n later lil brother will b taking results
wish him gd luck
i think he will go nt
haish...wat to do..he lazy 1...
then after that will be going hospital again
yar...that's all for now...
BUHBYES

2007-11-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

hello readers...
its been a long time since i post
well...
yesterdae couldn't blog
as in the morning we had sj
learn bout first aid
then we were going home
it rained
me nani n shasha ran to shengshiong
under the rain
we got damn wet
then go eat at the hawker centre there
then walk back to gekpoh
then me n nani go kpo
see people fight
while shasha went home
then walk back to shasha home
to give the notes
then me n nani go home lor...
i walk back
reached home then bath
then fall asleep while watching tv
then woke up and taxi-ed to hospital
grandma was ill
faiz the family n akmal the family
was already there...
then kiki the family reached
then we played...
cos grandma went to do the xray
so it was very long
then we played uno
i won first
second was afiq
third was faiz
then was my big bro, sarah, teha n lastly kiki
haha...it was fun
so later will be going to hospital again
i guess i will not b posting for the next few daes
so till then buhbyes

2007-11-16T19:43:00.000+08:00

LIFE IS FCUKING UNFAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

hie..
ntg to do but post
thanks to my idiotic bro
i did not watch Spring Waltz
then i go watch My Girl again
haha...got 1 part very funny...
i will post it later..
haha...should watch it...

the boy thought the grandpa died liao so he emo n cry
but the the girl so funny...watch it!!!

2007-11-13T15:46:00.000+08:00

ellos...
long time no post
hehe...
busy doing sj stuffs and watching korean dramas
haish...finally done the sj things
n i just watched My Girl
the drama was soo touching lah
i wan watch more!!!
aiya...
2mr got sj
bad luck
haiyo...
ntg to post liao
buhbyes

Reply of Tags:
andrea: erm...i m ok...i m not sick ok?? haha
nani: ellos..i love korea 2!!!!!!haha...n btw..i m not sick..lols

2007-11-10T21:48:00.000+08:00

ellos...
todae was damn bored
was supposed to go out but didn't
cos daddy came home later
then expected...
so lazy to go out...
then slack lor
nn found out that
the proposal need to hand it on wed too
damn it lah
lyk i got soo much time...
wa liao
aiya..i dun care liao lah
now lazy post...
2mr got religious class...
sian...
listen listen n listen
sian lah...
den got test
hu cares
i dun give it a damn
fail so what
my business wad
haish
wadeva lah
ntg to post liao...
buhbyes

2007-11-09T13:07:00.000+08:00

hie there...
here to post pics
taken yesterdae...

Malay Heritage Centre

sj buddies~lala shasha me gina n nani~

sj buddies~gina lala shasha me n nani~

foreva buddies

haha~lala

there's more but jus upload this few...
buhbyes

2007-11-08T19:43:00.000+08:00

ellos
todae was damn fun
well met up with sj buddies
khairani, shahirah, gina n shawn chuah lala
we met cos we wanna do sj project thing
meet nani, shasha n gina
but had to wait 30 mins for lala
even a girl could be faster than him...haha..jkjk
so went down all the wae to lavender
we went to starbucks at concourse
nani, gina n lala bought drinks
then went to malay heritage centre
took pics and discuss
will post the pics later
den decided to walk to bugis
we were lyk lost...
but thanks to the map...
n not forgetting shawn lala's brain
we managed to find our wae to bugis
it was so damn pack lah
but we had fun
damn fun
lala was walking soo fast
n shasha, nani n me was lyk getting crazy
push here push there..
haha
it was funny...
then went back to jp
in mrt...shasha was getting crazy
i think cos of the banglas
there was lots of banglas todae
and shasha got crazier
when we tok bout lata
haha...no offense
but thats the truth..
haha
then at jp...shawn seperates from us
he go meet his frens
then the 4 of us went to LJS
there, we were still crazy
and we got crazier
when ammirah came to LJS
with haziqah
we were laughing so loudly that
2 bois kept looking at us
haha...so paiseh
haha...
then go eat....eat quickly
cos i wanna go home early
wan watch show 'Spring Waltz'
yar so go home...n watch tv
then on comp
n then here i m posting
will post the pics yar
until then buhbyes n takecaires..

Replies of tags...
huiyi: thanks for the concern...i will work hard de...u too...so can see u in jc...
charlotte: nice to meet u 2...c ya in sch nxt year...n enjoys yar

2007-11-07T20:52:00.000+08:00

ellos...
todae's mood is okok
cos nothing happened
haish
morning never do anithing
on comp
do 1 of the book review
then bro wan use comp
so go watch tv
ntg to watch
on another comp
chat n chat n chat
then go eat lunch
basically ntg to do todae
then go read ppl blog
got to noe some ppl hu is gonna be in same class
yar...still can't get over it
that i m going to 3h
haish
will miss my old frens
haish
well still got tons of hmwk to do..
ntg else to sae bah
byebyes...

2007-11-06T19:44:00.000+08:00

i knew 2dae was going to be
damn super UNLUCKY
is lyk so WTF
firstly in the morning
wait fcuking long for the 185
i waited for about more than 3o mins
hu will not get frustrated
then go school c the appeal results
n i wasn't approved
so i got ECONS n E.LIT
damn lah
then go library borrow books
then went home
damn fcuking brother using comp.
i wanna use
but he keep saying wait n wait n wait
so damn fcuking angry wif him lah
then sms ms song
ask bout my class
n i got into 3H!!!!
damn lah
fcukfcukfcuk
i dun wanna go 3H lah
idiot
wah piang...
i m soo the pissed off
haish
feel lyk crying
my father kp saying
"it is good.it is applicable in life"
is lyk WTF
can't he jus stop spouting nonsense
if i fail
how am i going to apply it in my life!!!
stupid!!!!!!!!
please lah
i so the regret not taking dnt
haish
now not in mood
to post
buhbyes

2007-11-05T20:00:00.000+08:00

haish
2dae was damn boring
in the morning
wakeup around 9+
then go eat n get ready to go to sch
to see the results of the appealing thingy
but hang bro come back earlier
tell me 2mr then the results come out
so lucky lah
thank god he told me
if not waste my time
then go on comp.
nothing to do
then do hmwk
the RD wkst
n i lost that fcuking sept issue
damn lor
but manage to finish up
the oct section
haish
then chat n chat with khairani
toking bout sj stuffs
haish
sian...need to do so many things
haish
then jus now did some
adjustment to blog
haish
then now post lor
haish
after this going to
continue doing hmwk bah
sian but mus do finish
so after i have done my hmwk...
i will post again lah
so...until then
buhbyes

2007-11-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

haish
i m soo tired
in the morning
went for religious class
haish
studied for 3 hours
then go home and online
then go do the RD hmwk
need to print
damn it lor
printer no ink
haish...
n i lost the sept issue
fcuk man
then do the oct issue onli
the ques some very confusing
so took a long time to do it
then go get ready for birthdae party
for my lil cuzzie
got ready and walk to cuzzie house
as it was a road away
there...i met up with my other cuzzie
faiz,farhan,fateha,arfan,akmal,nurin was alreadi there
then we played
played and played
then we fought with kiki's cousin(his mother side)
they started it first lor
esp the small 1
dunno the name bah
the mouth hor
lyk cannot close wan lor
so the 'kecoh'
then the brother and dunno hu
want to fight
wif us (my cuzzies)
we ignored
then an accident happened
uncle got so angry
and the boi who hit kiki cried..
nguak..serves him right lor
he started it first lor
then lied to the mother
ass-hole
then everything starts to calm down
then 1 by 1
my cuzzies went home
first it was akmal the family
then faiz family cos they wan go swimming
then is my family
cos we live nearby
so no need go home early bah
then reach home
bath and what else
on comp lah..
haha
did some research for sj
then plan
a bit onli...hehe
then do math hmwk
finally finished it
some ques dunno how to do bah
but anihow do
hu cares
but i still have lots to do
my homeworks:
eng wkst(did halfwae)
book reviews-fiction and non-fiction
book talk
RD wkst(did halfwae)
~~math wkst~~
~~math-heymath~~
science(did halfwae)
wah...
still got a lot to do
mostly do halfwae
haish..
den still got sj
wah...
mus chiong man

den somemore
next week starting work
haish
go kindergarden
serve food to the kids
clean classroom
mop floor etc
haish its gonna be hard work
but wat to do
mus earn money mah
haha
$.$
jkjk
klah
nothing else to tok bah
Sayonara...

2007-11-03T16:46:00.000+08:00

hello
todae was okok
afternoon go meet andrea
go cd shop at central
i wanna rent cds
then andrea recommend me the nice 1
choose already then the person sae need ic
haish
now begging my bro n mum
for their ic bah
but they so the damn it
keep saying no
damn sia
i will pester them until i get it
hahahaha
den after that
andrea go home liao
so i loneli go library
go borrow books
for holidae assignments
haish
sian
then go popular again
haha
go find assesment books bah
then saw economics book
WTF
is lyk damn difficult
mus answer essay ques
bout economy
hang sia
i go appeal
but dunno will get a not bah
praypraypray
haish
then walk2 around popular
bought water bottle
haha
then buy food
and go home bah

now soo sian
mus think of so mani things
mus do sj stuffs
lyk the idiot projek
cca fair and coming camp
haish
idiot can
need plan soo mani things
then stupid homeworks
is lyk no need holidae liao lah
haish
my aim now is to finish up hmwk
by nx week
and finish up sj stuffs
haish
den mus go study for nx year liao lor
haish

that's all for now bah
byebye

2007-11-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

finally blogskin.com could oprate properly
never change layout onli the pic
cos i crazy bout goong

haish
i hate holidaes
need to do chores everydae
then mus listen to nagging
haish
sian stay at home..
bout afternoon go school
give appeal form
i dunno whether i made a wise choice
haish
then went to jp
go buy stuffs at popular
then go cd shop look for goong cd
haish
i dun really understand bout cd rental
dun understand
but i will find out bah
haish
i not in the mood man
jus so sian

nevermind 2mr go out wif andrea der
she help me recommend
which movie nice to watch
i wan to watch damn lots of movie
cos i getting damn bored at home
haish

i wan watch movie!!!!!
hehe
ntg else to tok bah
SAYONARA

2007-11-01T22:09:00.000+08:00

haish...
i m finally posting
haish...
i m not in the mood
firstly due to the subject combinations
wah...i not sure if i should appeal
is lyk econs is lyk ok
but i not interested
actually all the subjects i not interested in
FCUK can
aarrrrggghhhh
then now i m in the mood of Goong
dunno y so suddenly became crazy bout Goong
haish
n i wanna watch it again
but then the vcd dun have eng subtitles
fuck can
is lyk i m sooo damn disappointed
aaarrrggghhh
dunno wat is happening to me
then stupid blogskins.com
dunno y cannot preview the blogskins
idiot!!!
haish..
mus wait till sat
4 bro to design blogskin 4 me
so ya...
i will post until my blogskin is done
until the SAYONARA

2007-10-26T08:17:00.000+08:00

hellos
yesterdae coludn't blog cos
playing audition
wif big bro
play until lyk siao
haha
it was fun

yesterdae's school
we had OCU
while my other classmates at work
i go slack
haha
i sat by the pail
n helped them clean their rags...
haha
i got wet lah
but it was fun
and funny
cos jiabao
keep wanting to fall down from the table
it was funny lor
nn guess wad...
haha...
2g won the award
for the cleanest classroom
for the lower sec
haha..
lols
funny lor
i slacking oso can win leh
i think is b'cos of the magic sponge we use
haha
it was a great dae yesterdae

later got parents teacher meeting
soo going at about 10
i wanna noe my level position!
see if can get free money
haha..
but oso important
soo that can go pure sci class
haish
mus wait lor..

k lar
wanna go play audi liao
SAYONARA